Orgasms

Ok, this is where I tell you I've been locked up for months with no orgasms and no "milking." Uh... no. Maybe one day.

The truth is that my last orgasm was on Sept. 9th. Two days later, in the heat of passion I agreed to not cum again for three weeks. And so far, that's the way it's been, even though I'm only in the device about 50% of the time, due to sores developing and such. Chastity without a device is just not very compelling. I freely admit I have a chastity device fetish.

I've definitely not gone this long without an orgasm since I hit puberty. Surprisingly, for a guy who usually wanks once or twice a day, it's been easier than I thought. I haven't felt that burning desperate desire to cum. At around 10 or 14 days I definitely wanted to, but it wasn't all that desperate. I wonder how long would it take?

Slow Learning

The other night my wife came downstairs after putting her kid to bed (we have two, we tag team) and said, "would you mine if I have drink and watch Project Runway?" I was sitting on the couch in some discomfort, having just locked myself into the CB-6000S (the first hour is always kind of painful for me). I mumbled "Sure," but in my head I was thinking she should have just sat down, put on Project Runway (which she knows I hate) and told me to go fetch her a drink. Worse yet, I didn't even get off my ass. But at least I didn't say what was in my head.

Last night, I made sure to clean up and then when she came down, I told her to sit down and relax and asked her if I could get her anything to drink. Do, don't think. Much better.

Breaking In

I'm trying to get to the point where I can wear the CB-6000S pretty much all time time. I only got it a month ago, and wearing it has been really tough. I'm trying to go slow, but still managed to develop some sores along the A-ring. This has happened twice already, with the last time three nights ago. I've not worn the device since, but this morning things seemed to have healed up, so I'm back to trying again. What I've found out is that the first day or so is excruciating, and then I sort of adapt. I remove it every once in awhile when it's too much and after five days or so of almost continuous wear, it's almost bearable. And then sores happen and I have to take it off for few days. I'm cursed with a high and tight ball sack so until it stretches, it appears I'll just have put up with the discomfort.

For this iteration, I'm going to be super careful, and hopefully avoid the sores.

Last Chance

I'm that most ubiquitous and sorry creature in the femdom blogosphere: the would-be male sub married to a vanilla wife. In my defense, I did come completely clean to my future spouse early in our relationship before we got engaged. But like young twenty-something fools, we went ahead and got married anyway. I thought I could make it work, but damn, it's been difficult. However, we just celebrated our 15th anniversary so we must be compatible on some level (surely).

As the title of this blog indicates, I'll be talking about my fixation on chastity. I view this is as my last chance to make something out of this aspect of my life. But strangely enough, my hard-won maturity also says I need to be somewhat flip and irreverent in my approach (again, the title of the blog). I need to care, but not too much.